TY - BOOK AU - Darwish, Nonie TI - Now they call me infidel : : why I renounced jihad for America, Israel, and the War on Terror SN - 9781595230447 AV - E184.E38 D37 2007 PY - 2007/// CY - New York, N.Y. PB - Sentinel KW - Darwish, Nonie KW - Egyptian American women KW - Biography KW - Jihad KW - Islamic fundamentalism KW - War on Terrorism, 2001-2009 KW - United States KW - Politics and government KW - 2001- KW - fast N1 - Contains a new preface by the author ; In the eye of the storm -- Growing up in Cairo -- Living in two worlds -- Marriage and family dynamics -- The invisible wall -- A new beginning in America -- The journey from hatred to love -- A second look after twenty years -- Jihad comes to America -- Arabs for Israel -- The challenge for America N2 - When Darwish was eight, her father died leading a Fedayeen raid into Israel. Her family moved back to Cairo, where they were honored as survivors of a martyr for jihad. She grew up learning the same lessons as millions of Muslim children: to hate Jews, destroy Israel, oppose America, and submit to dictatorship. But Darwish became appalled by the anger and hatred in her culture, and in 1978 she emigrated to America, where she lectures and writes on behalf of moderate Arabs ER -